Monday, November 28, 2011

I cannot handle the show "Friend Zone". I'm like freaking out along with the people on it! I'm not usually like that, but man, that is nerve-wracking!
And if you wanted to know, no, I'm not doing fine. But I doubt it matters to you anyways.

Sunday, November 27, 2011

It's amazing how I can turn against you almost completely in just a few days. It's best not to leave me.
I'm fine, I'm fine. I'll survive.
You have no clue how many profanities I wish to utter, directed toward you.
Stop being so darn attractive!
Just hung up an Owl City and a Black Veil Brides poster. That's me for you.

Saturday, November 26, 2011

I haven't the slightest clue who I am anymore. But that's alright. I'll figure it out. I've got my whole life. I know one thing though, which is a start: I am nothing like you and I never will be. I won't let myself fall so low.
Bacon for breakfast. Get at me.

Thursday, November 24, 2011

Thanks.
I'd just like to say thanks for avoiding me. Thanks for knowingly avoiding me. It makes me feel really special. You have no idea.
Thanks again.
<3
I'm not going to say happy Thanksgiving, because that's just not the type of person I am. But if you feel so inclined, on my blog Uncertain Knight (  http://uncertainknight.blogspot.com/ ) I've posted a semi sappy little Thanksgiving entry. So, do what you will, hopefully you have a good day.

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

I've now seen Breaking Dawn twice. I still don't know what to say about it. (I haven't read the book). I want Bella and Edward's love, except more than that.
And maybe you've forgotten about me, but the sad part is I probably spend 9 out of 10 minutes of the day thinking about you.

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

And look how fine I am without you. Wasted all those years caring about you. It makes me wonder though, when you look back at the past years, do you see me at all? I was always there...do you just ignore me? Do I anger you? Sadden you? Embarrass you? I can move on, but never forget.



(For those of you reading this, I apologize for being so confusing, I'm talking about different people. They're not all the same in every post haha)
I'm falling in love all over again. Please tell me you will too.
I'd like to feel jealous, but I could be wrong, and then even if it wasn't me who you were always dreaming about, then there isn't really anything I can do about that.

Monday, November 21, 2011

Each day is like a year for me: there's always clearly defined changes of the seasons.

Life gets better. It always does. Like it did today.
I can now see why people love Deathcab For Cutie : "Someday You Will Be Loved"
I didn't know someone could write a song so true, so eye to eye with what my thoughts are on breakups!

"I got my eyes set on you,
My heart is burning red.
All of my words come out wrong,
Run circles in my head.
You had me and I melted,
In the palm of your hand.
You know it yes I felt it,
You’ll never understand.

It’s my fault and I know it,
And I tend to blow it, no thanks to you.

Just want to be something, a name you call.
The lips you taste just to fall, madly in love."

"Pardon Me" by He is We

Sunday, November 20, 2011

This. Is. Ridiculous.
Stop avoiding me like a coward. You think I don't notice?
I'm not just gonna go away.
I need to stop doing this to myself.
If he doesn't care, why should I?
Maybe it was a mistake, but I'm through with being fake.

I'm tired of hiding, but we can't be known.

Saturday, November 19, 2011

I feel guilty driving you mad, making you fall in love with me, but you're just as guilty as I am.

Friday, November 18, 2011

We may not be able to admit it now, but we do love each other. You know we do.

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Whenever I have a bad day I dream of moving away. But would it really be better anywhere else? I need to stick it out.

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Ddddddannnng boy, can't get you off my mind!
Studying...I'd like to think my life of it would end soon, but I know that it's just beginning.

You asked my name then used it in a sentence when you said goodbye. That's straight up classy and hard to find these days! :)

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

You know, you don't have to lie. You just choose to. I have no idea why either. If I matter so little that you lie to me, why don't you just tell the truth that isn't always kind? Just spit it out already. We can't keep playing these games.
Aren't you supposed to be the one falling for me?
I miss you a lot...all the time

Friday, November 11, 2011

I wanna read some good poetry. Some I can relate to. Some that expresses exactly how I feel, even though I don't know how I feel. I wanna read some good poetry.

Thursday, November 10, 2011

It snowed today. Just saying.
Family Force 5 III dance party #alldayeveryday


I never liked that episode of Arthur where he goes on that riddle show. Why am I on a quiz bowl team?

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Hey bro, good to hear from you, you know, for five whole minutes...then you know, you sorta stopped talking to me randomly...you told me to message you, then you never replied...yeah, that's cool.
Why hello there attractive man...it's wonderful to meet you...hope you dig my sweats and messy hair =P

(Why is it than whenever you meet people you want to look nice for, you seem to look horrible?)